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Issue 15 - Thirty and Independent

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The cover image is from the scene my wife arranged to celebrate my birthday. It was a big surprise 💋

The traces of the heart mean that the footprints of the soul flow with the shadows, recording, tracing, and reflecting on one's inner world. At the same time, interesting information seen during the week is recommended.

Confucius said: "At fifteen, I set my heart on learning; at thirty, I stood firm; at forty, I had no more doubts; at fifty, I knew the mandate of heaven; at sixty, my ear was obedient; at seventy, I could follow my heart's desire without transgressing the norm." The "standing firm" at the age of thirty mentioned by Confucius refers to a conscious or relatively clear understanding and awareness based on society and oneself, it is a self-awareness awakening. Nowadays, it mostly refers to starting a family and establishing a career, becoming the pillar of a family. However, in today's society, people face pressures from various aspects, and it is not easy to reach this level before the age of thirty.

Delaying for another month#

The first time I delayed was after the Chinese New Year when I came to work. There was a particularly urgent requirement to demonstrate to the client at a specified time, and this part was the focus of the demonstration. I had to work overtime on Sunday, even though I had to work a whole day on Sunday, I worked until 1 am when I got home. Although there were some functions that were not perfected, it didn't affect the demonstration.
In the second week, something happened that affected my mentality. In April last year, there was a day when I helped someone clock in, but I took a day off after coming that day. In the end, I was punished, which was very disheartening, but there was nothing I could say.

Sadness#

It's really like inviting trouble. One day in the early morning, I received a call from my mom, and I knew that something bad was going to happen. She said on the phone that my dad suddenly had a problem with walking, so I hurried back and took him to the emergency room. The preliminary diagnosis was a minor stroke, but because we missed the best four hours for thrombolysis, we could only do various tests for observation.
I thought it was just a minor symptom, thinking that my dad is still relatively young, in his fifties. I didn't expect the condition to worsen the next day. His left hand and left leg were both injured to varying degrees. He can feel his left hand, but he can't control it. He will need rehabilitation training in the future, and it would be best if he can recover to a similar state as before the illness. It's all accumulated from smoking, drinking, high blood sugar, and overwork over the years. Now he can rest for a while.

Games#

I recently started playing "I'm Surrounded by Beautiful Girls," which was the top-selling game on Steam last year. This is the first time I've played this type of game, and it's different from "Detroit: Become Human." Overall, it feels somewhat sci-fi, maybe because the duration is too short, and the plot develops too quickly, making it somewhat unrealistic. If I really have to choose one (no way, you actually got chosen), considering the background of owing debts, Shen Huixing and Li Yunsu are the best choices.

I also subscribed to a family plan for Youtube Premium, which is quite useful.

I can't delay anymore starting this week.

Recommendations#

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Annual Essay | AI, Zero Foundation, My First Application

🎬 Books, Movies, and Music#

  • Finished reading: "To Kill a Mockingbird" | ★★★★☆
  • Finished reading: "Litchi in Chang'an" | ★★★★☆
  • Finished watching: "The Annual Meeting Must Go On" | ★★☆☆☆
  • Finished watching: "Zhou Chu Eliminates Three Evils" | ★★★★☆
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